Friday, 28 February 2014

Hi blog,

I've been giving myself a shot in dating but things don't seem to work out.

I guess I am just not someone who can commit in something that involves other parties. I feel so restricted to have to account for my actions to somebody. Or update someone about my everyday life. I really don't see the point in all these.

Perhaps I am born to be single & free.

Perhaps he is not the right one.

Sweet things said by boy 1 & boy 2 evoke different emotions within me. One sweet, the other wrong.

Feelings are dying for boy 1. Feelings not developing for boy 2. Thought I would be happy if I was dating or in a relationship. But now I don't seem to think so anymore. I am actually happier when I'm single and free.

Now I see how freedom is such a big deal to me.

How should I go about telling boy 2? I don't want him to get too serious about us. We are not meant to be.

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